A REAL LOVE...

To live a great and real love, you have to do some sacrifices (But if is a REAL love, it’s not such a sacrifice)...
You have to watch a movie so many times that you can appreciate the details as much is possible…
You have to notice that same balloon that appears three times, to appreciate a angry look from Scully 4 times at the movie, the ceiling with the pencils… You have to remember of the first "The X–Files" scene when she screams “Jesus, Mulder!”
You have to notice doors that opens almost in a imperceptible way, have to memorize every move, have to count all the eight times that Mulder pass his tongue between his lips, have to memorize everytime Scully arches her eyebrow… You have to keep with you every beat that an EXCER hart feels. You have to laugh of yourself ‘cause sometimes seems don’t make sense that abstinence that wants to knock our doors anytime, something that we had so close, in our hands and now seems that’s going away and leaving a part of us with it.
You have to create incredible plans to not let this feeling to escape, ‘cause I’ts so good and brings whit it the honor of sharing all that whit such special people.
You have to memorize all those popcorns, the candies, the Coke (or the Diet Coke) and the screams saying “Don’t turn off, let the music plays ‘till the end, we have to see the little boat scene and wave back to them!!!!” Or even screams to strangers “Hey, don’t left! There’s something special after the credits…” And see that people looking at you and thinking “Okay, they’re i-n-s-a-n-e!” But you don’t give a damn because you live and dye for our own X-File, OUR series, OUR passion.
The ticket guy who knows you were there yesterday, before yesterday, last week, I don’t know! You know if the storyline was wrong, if their house was too near from the case, if the subtitles was wrong and “left to be desired” in our country, is Scully has two different hair cuts in the movie… All this belongs to a something more, a huge thing! It belongs a feeling that I don’t know how to explain (Actually, I don’t even want to!) but it’s SO good... And it will never end.
Now it’s over. The ticket man looking weird at us, the popcorn, our tears, our movie at the theatre…But we’ll keep everything good that "The X-Files 2" brought to us: Excer passion, a million of references that will make us to wallow the DVD extras like pigs at the mud, the 20 delicious days sensation, incredible friends who came from far away to enjoy this premiere with us, or even they that couldn’t be here but shared everything by e-mails and a thousand reasons to keep talking incessantly about "The X-Files" with or without a third movie. ‘cause if this movie become real, we WILL be there and be happy again, seeing the movie 21 times like Marcília, 20 times like Débora (the writer), 10 to others from our group… Laugh about Nathália (the blond Scully in the photo you posted) and Cinthya begging to the ticket man to give them the "X-Files" official trailer and left the mall screaming and crying with two rolls of the REAL movie to put in a frame! Begging to posters, photos, everything! It’s our passion, it’s our life…
That’s "X-Files"!!! A wonderful reason to us to be happy inside and out the theatre. A wonderful reason to have such brilliant and different people united sharing little boats, Bad Blood, Duanne Barry, Skinner’s Bald, a new years eve kiss, Scully screaming “Mooooldeeeer”, Mulder screaming “Sculeeeeeee”, Skinner’s bald, Scully’s hair (Ok, guys you can share another Scully things…), Mulder’s stubbornness (Ok, girls… We can share another Mulder’s thing, also!), and ride inside a car singing/screaming “Broken” or smile when your cellphone rings and plays the song…
Ivan Lins sings a song that says: Keep it in your eyes! I dare to say: Keep it in your eyes and inside your heart!
ESfiles, it was a honor every little-big moments of "X-Files" with you.
Frank, Carter, Bowman, Gilly and Dave… THANK YOU.
We S2 you forever, and we’ll never forget.
P.S.: We're VERY glad that you posted our photo in your blog, it means EVERYTHING to us. THANK YOU.
Written by Débora
Translated by Nathália (sorry for my bad English!)
ESfiles Group
Vitória, Brazil.